I do not wish to change the world

I do not wish to change the world;
its own design is near enough
some muddled state of constant flux
that nothing I could add or try
would make much difference in the end.

I do not wish to shape or mold
young minds to fit my own intent;
Ye gods!  Imagine them grown up
and emulating my life's work!
Why duplicate such a mistake?

I do not wish to change your mind,
or gain your trust or force your hand;
my own revolt at such nonsense
turns my own stomach into knots;
I can imagine your dismay.

I do not wish to change the world.
I cannot even change my mind
or stay a course for long enough
to make a ripple in a pond;
one moment here, and the next, gone.

11 SEP 2009